Friday, March 19, 2010

IVF #2, Negative

Just got the call: officially not pregnant. Again. I'm so angry I don't know what to do. I had such hope for this cycle....everything went so well, the embryos were so healthy and strong. I really thought this was going to be our time, after almost 6 years I really thought we would finally be parents. I just do not understand why my body keeps failing at something that is so natural and easy for so many others.

6 comments:

Keeping The Faith said...

I'm so very sorry! It isn't fair. Many ((HUGS))

Dandle Dreams said...

I am so sorry to hear about the negative. After so long, you deserved some good news. Thinking of you.

jeanie said...

Just read your post....I'm so sorry. I can't make you feel better. I can only say that it's just not fair that this has been so difficult for you. I hope you have the faith and support you need to get you through this. I am thinking of you.

balthis0529 said...

Dont give up hope!!!! I heard that it takes a few failed IVF attempts for the doctors to actually determine the best protocol to have a successful pregnancy.....I am currently on my 2ww and terrified!!! I want a BFP soooo bad!!!!

Keep the faith!

Kelli Murray said...

Hi K, I'm in your shoes at this VERY moment. 4 failed IUIs and I'm on my 2nd cycle of IVF (7dp3dt). I POAS just like you have and can relate to every tear, fear, ounce of hope and gallons of anger and grief that you've experienced.

I'm almost 37...8 years later and I've walked many a mile in your shoes. There is no light in this situation...only the hope that you have 2 very strong embies still waiting for you. We also have 2 frozen embies (but low quality). It's amazing how our experiences are so parallel.

I wish I could hug you but there is no relief until the next cycle begins and the glimmer of hope starts to peek through.

You should know, that I do feel like your frozen embies are going to be the ones for you. And that you'll get great news of twins! You and R are in my prayers and I hope that 2010 is the year for us both. <3

Anonymous said...

What happened? Did it work out for you?